Could I have found my mojo in a sparkly, sparkly mini skirt?
Watching various weight loss shows over the years and they tend to have a goal outfit – something that they haven’t been able to fit into for some time, or perhaps a fabulous frock a size or two down from where they are now. As I understand it, the idea is to have a visual goal of what you will be able to achieve when you slim down.
I have a couple of queries with that: just ’cause you like an outfit or piece of clothing and it comes in a smaller size, doesn’t mean it’s going to look any good on you once you can fit into it! The number of times that I have gone shopping, seen something on the rack and thought “perfect!” only to try it on and relise just how un-perfect it is.
This very sensible theory of course didn’t stop me picking up a rather sparkly, sequinned and beaded, mini skirt on ebay last night. Nah, who am I kidding? It’s bling all the way! I decided to minimise the risk of the goal outfit though, by picking it up on ebay – afterall, just cause it fits (or WILL fit!), doesn’t mean it will look any good! But I am aiming to look the best that I can in it!
When my sparkly mojo creator arrives, it will be hung inside my wardrobe door, so that every morning when I open the wardrobe to get dressed I’ll see it hanging there, as a shimmery reminder to stay on track.
Excuses, excuses. I know. The last 10 months or so have been shocking – not exercising nearly enough, drinking way too much, eating poorly… and it shows. Today I sit 10 kilos heavier than this time last year. My pants don’t fit properly and I’m struggling to get into half of my wardrobe at the moment. I don’t look good and I don’t feel good.
It’s time to get my act together!! I can’t say that I have found my mojo as yet, but I’m sure I can see a glimmer of it on the horizon.
Yesterday I signed up for Round 2 2103 of the Michelle Bridges 12 Week Body Challenge (12WBT). Husband asked “why? You’ve done it on your own before, just do it again”. Maybe he’s right, last year I dropped nearly 10kg, doing it on my own. But here I am, 12 months later – 10kg back on and growing. Literally.
The fact that I realised 4kg ago that things were getting more than a little firm in the jeans department and I can’t (haven’t?) fixed it should say something. I need some help before I can’t fit into any of my clothes!
I’m not sure if 12WBT is the answer for me or not; I’ll admit, I did give it a go a couple of years ago and it wasn’t too successful. This time around, I am looking at it as a lifestyle guide. If it’s not quite working for me, then let’s change it up. I’ve thrown myself into the Lean & Strong version of the program; generally speaking, this is only if you have 5kg or so left to lose, but history has shown me how very well my body responds to weight training, so I am throwing myself back in the deep end!
Who knows, maybe with a little luck I’ll find my mojo somewhere?